People always say that love inspires and I suppose it's true for some, but it has never been for me. Sadness inspires me, anger inspires me, I just need a way out when I feel bad. But when everything is good, when I can't complain I just don't know what to write about. I want to write about you again, about how happy I am when I wake up every morning and I have the chance of seeing you next to me, about how needy I feel wanting to touch you all the time and how I don't give a fuck about it anymore, about all the places I want to show you, all the food I want you to try, all the trips I have planned, how impossible the idea of having you in the next room is and still it's happening. I don't know, everything is so good right now that I am very scared of the moment it all goes to shit.
I know I'm finally reaching you day by day, conversation by conversation, look by look, I feel it in your way of touching me, on how you're not afraid anymore of showing me some affection and it is enough, it really is, specially after the express couple session therapy with Zoe. I can't wait for you for all eternity but I can wait a bit more, I know you're processing, I know how hard the decision was, and I know you're falling for me and that scares the shit out of you. I'm just trying to make things for you as easy as possible, I don't want to think about an end, not anymore, I refuse, I will move earth and heaven if I have to just to be with you, now you definitely deserve all I can give you, the question is... are you brave enough to make the leap?
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