Little spring of inspiration

 I think we should get married. I don't know if I'm totally convinced by the idea behind it, the possession behind the whole thing, but I can't help it, I like the idea of being married to you. I have never felt that with anyone else, of course I have talked for hours about how my dream wedding would be, but I never considered it a real posibility. And I know for now it's not either, we don't have money and the UK hates us, but we have been apart for almost two weeks now and I feel weird. I miss you tons, I miss watching series in the night and sleep with you and walk around the center the days when I don't have to work, but I am not particularly sad like I was the other times. I am missing you in a very healthy way and I am very proud of myself for that. I can't wait to see you in Sevilla and enjoy the real spring and eat outside everyday but in the meantime I don't dwell on my misery, I have too many things to do (she said, writing this instead of doing the marketing plan).